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Ego deaf

I have collected my poems in fascicles
when they do not
a unit
form
I think I will need to find
a new pair of arms
to carry this world in my mind
seconds of life
herringboned together
with thoughts for sand
perhaps a new set of hands
to shape this world into mine
into mind I am
I am stumbling over a truth
and I dissolve –
doubt is my faith
and I reform:
the most devout skepticist
and disciple of
The Order of Sardonic Nomads
- am I high and dry
or is this the next montane desert
in the diaspora of the self?
walk where you will
we dance like bees
(it's all talk) -
my mind, a town

a cloud of hope
atop my
brick clad
coffee brain
unctious and whispered
black bear
paw talk
the cycles demand us
from us
though
we never see their face --
I drift up and on -
the Ubiquiters

Hello Hemingway
(a hello nod to all)
I resurface clutching
my drink and my pen
I am not on the edge of where I should be --
rather I am slicing silver thin along
the edge of my every thought
living in each shallow breath of the day
so deeply
I don't know how the time remains to think
about each and every one of us
and yet I do
I suppose I create
Time in my own hands
in which I catch every drop of human being
and in this world
my self dissolves
(a farewell cheers to me) -
unsurfacing

I am walking weightless on
the spontaneous lightness of being
I know well it is ephemeral
but onward anyway
I swim -
introtorsion

so sweet is the Idea of people collective words in our mouths the warmth of Thought so acrid the truth of being my loss of breath the Death of hope you next to me so so far -- fire in my mind take me Home the world has chilled my valor my spoken legs stand no more i am the ghost of a shadow -
synaptome

homing fingers stab into earth starved for chemical talk bleeding from the signal cut trapped screams are mass effect -- free the silenced spleen and breathe -- through fog and murk chemical friends swim their way fingers motile through media swamp -- your mind scatters as you concentrate but you are no island fingers talk and interlock: we are a galaxy of nervous thoughts -- our minds a creature that dances to be free