Ego deaf

I have collected my poems in fascicles
when they do not
a unit
form

I think I will need to find
a new pair of arms
to carry this world in my mind

seconds of life
herringboned together
with thoughts for sand

perhaps a new set of hands
to shape this world into mine

into mind I am

I am stumbling over a truth
and I dissolve –

doubt is my faith

and I reform:
the most devout skepticist
and disciple of

The Order of Sardonic Nomads

- am I high and dry
or is this the next montane desert

in the diaspora of the self?

walk where you will

we dance like bees
(it's all talk)

the Ubiquiters

Hello Hemingway
(a hello nod to all)
I resurface clutching
my drink and my pen

I am not on the edge of where I should be --
rather I am slicing silver thin along
the edge of my every thought

living in each shallow breath of the day
so deeply
I don't know how the time remains to think
about each and every one of us

and yet I do

I suppose I create
Time in my own hands

in which I catch every drop of human being

and in this world
my self dissolves
(a farewell cheers to me)

introtorsion

so sweet is
the Idea of people
collective words in our mouths
the warmth of Thought

so acrid the truth of being
my loss of breath
the Death of hope

you next to me
so
     so far 

-- fire in my mind
take me Home
the world has chilled my valor

my spoken legs
stand no more

i am the ghost of a shadow

synaptome

homing fingers
stab into earth 
starved for chemical talk

bleeding from the signal     
                  
                  cut

trapped screams are mass effect -- 
free the silenced spleen 
        and breathe -- 

through fog and murk
chemical friends swim their way

fingers motile through media swamp --
your mind scatters as you concentrate 
but you are no island

fingers talk and interlock: 
we are a galaxy of nervous thoughts --
our minds a creature that dances to be free